Talk or ask anything: Part one

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sup

Nothin much just watching Genshin impact character demos when I should be asleep

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im in school rn e

Wowee it’s like 11 at night for me

timezones be like

Fr lol

im in UTC+10 so like my timezone is probably wayyy ahead of most people here or earlier

Ha I’m like cst

>10 SweetCaroline765: oop so ur UTC-6

(sorry im late i had to switch classes e)

>11 Randomz: ya (it’s fine lol I get it)

im bored so all im doing is talking to u

Welp, imma fall asleep cause it’s almost midnight. See you tmrw :)

Sorryyyyyyy but I don’t wanna fall asleep in class

cya

>15 SweetCaroline765: makes sense lol

man i remember when i started creating this(not this one that im in) groups and i NEVER thought it would go this far you know im kind of proud...

>18 katzuo: hola

Neco Neco

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what's the difference between a duck?

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>25 Crypto-Willobie: one leg are both alike....

>24 Abinadiyinyang: why do u keep spamming that??

sorry I'll stop just don't break my neco neco kneecaps

yes pls thanks and I won't unless u want me to lol

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mixed feelings?

I suppose :)

Here’s a vent :D

I have a slight feeling that I may have dissociation disorder, and when I asked my friends if they knew what it was, they just kinda ignored me. They do that a lot, and it makes me feel obnoxious and annoying, so I just kinda shut down. Also, whenever I play Genshin Impact, I tell them that I can get on, because I can’t get on very often. They make a lot of excuses for why they can’t get on, so I just play by myself for a while. As soon as I get off, I see them start a call and i can see them online, probably playing together in each others worlds. I am a lower level than them, so it is kinda hard to keep up and they have to wait for me a lot. Idk really know how to feel right now, but I’m super stressed and I had like a half panics attack earlier and I just started breathing heavier and shaking my hands and stuff, so it wasn’t super noticeable. It feels like they’ve been super distant from me lately and idk what to do.

I love them so much and I really don’t want to lose them, but I don’t know how to tell them that that kin did stuff makes me feel bad. And when I do tell them stuff like that, they just kinda joke around with it saying all this stuff that makes me feel worse like “well I don’t care” or “lol sucks to suck”

Fuck I hate relying on other people but I really can’t talk to anyone right now besides this

>29 Abinadiyinyang: wait a min... NICO NICO NI??????

THE BEST SCHOOL IDOL NICO YAZAWA'S INFLUENCE IS SPREADING

He learned from me!😹

>40 Abinadiyinyang: she*

no Im talking about her brother hew told her

oh

Y~E~S

>45 Abinadiyinyang: uh

>45 Abinadiyinyang: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJHZ15s0Tus

gonna add sum topicss cuz yes.

since like theres hardly any topics or smth

>38 SweetCaroline765: relying on people isn't bad! just make sure youre careful w/who u trust... you can 100% rely on me :)

>50 katzuo: thats what i was gonna say

>36 SweetCaroline765: they're not real friends just leave them and find new friends that actually care about you

or.... just don't have friends at all
thats a valid option

>36 SweetCaroline765: am sorry ive never had any friends since forever so i...cant help you but with the dissociation disorder i researched it because i didnt know what it was and found that there is 3 types (they are listed down below) and if you have any of them then talk to your parents to get you a diagnosis so that you can get (i hate saying this) better trust me its better than you living (with especially a mental disorder) miserably.

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID): Formerly known as multiple personality disorder, DID involves the presence of two or more distinct identities or personality states within an individual.

Dissociative Amnesia: This involves memory loss or gaps in memory that are typically related to traumatic or stressful events. The person may be unable to recall important personal information or experiences.

Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder: This disorder involves feelings of detachment from oneself (depersonalization) or a sense of unreality or detachment from the external world (derealization).

also side note this is what would happen if it goes untreated and i dont want to assume you have it am just teaching you of the health effects okay? (chat gpt helped with this)

1. Impaired functioning: Dissociative symptoms can interfere with a person's ability to concentrate, remember important information, and perform daily tasks. This can lead to difficulties in work or school, strained relationships, and overall impaired functioning in various areas of life.

2. Emotional distress: Dissociative disorders are often associated with high levels of anxiety, depression, and other emotional difficulties. Without appropriate treatment, these emotional issues can persist and worsen over time, leading to chronic distress and decreased overall emotional well-being.

3. Risk of self-harm: Individuals with dissociative disorders may be at an increased risk of engaging in self-harming behaviors or having suicidal thoughts. The emotional turmoil and distress associated with untreated dissociative symptoms can contribute to these risks.

4. Interpersonal difficulties: The presence of different identities or recurring memory gaps can strain relationships and lead to misunderstandings or conflicts with others. Untreated dissociative disorders can make it challenging to maintain healthy and stable relationships.

5. Limited personal growth: Without proper treatment and support, individuals with dissociative disorders may find it difficult to address the underlying trauma or experiences that contribute to their symptoms. This can hinder personal growth, healing, and the development of healthy coping strategies.
hope you have an awsome recovery.

*sigh* time to go wash dishes again ugh...

>57 Isaa_Wach: big yikes

>36 SweetCaroline765: yeah probably get yourself diagnosed first and then get treatment for it

>58 Isaa_Wach: washing dishes is unironically fun for me tho

Woah guys. Thank you so much for all of the information and advice! I totally wish I could say more but I really can’t 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Also the “lower level” literally means I have a lower level in the game, and they would just kinda leave me and go fight bosses.

>36 SweetCaroline765: ignored you?? what the hell. they srsly need to stop that its not okay at all. to be honest idc if youre obnoxious or annoying I'd always make sure to hear u out and suport u any way I can. no no don't shut down let it out, its okay to do it no shame in doing so. playing together without u is so inconsiderate and mean of them, smh. I would purposely step down a level to play with you. I'm so sorry...I want you to know that I'm here for u okay? u can vent to me anytime my dm's are always open and I will reply, its no bother at all. I think you should either try to talk to them about why theyre acting like that or just let them be distant sooner or later they'll realize what they did was wrong.

Thank you so much. I will try to talk to them tomorrow and tell them how their behavior is honestly hurting me. You are the best kind of human istg

yeah of course!! okay, no rush I hope all goes well lmk how it goes! if it goes bad don't worry about it at least theyre aware that its hurting you and you got it off your chest. AHHH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REPLYY- I'm jst glad I could help ≧◇≦

aww

ive been having really bad insomnia, its soo bad i miss the whole day ugh, and my heart feels tired...i think when i did the challenge of making myself not sleep for 72 hours straight ruined me...wow

>69 Isaa_Wach: rip
hope u get better soon bro

I feel you bro I went though that too

is anyone online rn im bored ówò

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Tomorrow I have to sit on a bus for an hour and a half for some field trip 😭😭😭😭😭

>77 SweetCaroline765: sad
what field trip tho?

>78 Randomz: ELA (or English) we get to meet 2 authors and get their books signed and shit. Sounds kinda fun, but not the bus part lol. I think the authors are wendelin van drenaan and tommy greenwald. Idk I’ll try and keep y’all updated lol

>79 SweetCaroline765: nice
I just searched up those 2 authors and they seem very prominent so that field trip sounds nice! 👍
The bus ride sounds like hell tho rip

I got a bus ride on Saturday to go to my first XC meet in Boonsburow

bro I've been here the whole time

sorry I've been pretty busy 😭

me to

why is heart attack taking so long...

WHYyyyy is my one and only device starting to crash and burn...

my school Chromebook has been having lag spikes a lot lately to the point i cant use it and since its my only device and connection to the online world...im kinda screwed because on one hand i WANT to punch the Chromebook so hard because even when i reset it (meaning i lost every data and that i used to have including bookmarks and google drive),
it still lags I'm going to lose it....

>87 Isaa_Wach: rip
cant you get another school chromebook tho?

bro monday mornings suck i hate them

Like how the wise man once said; 'Monday Morning Misery."

>89 Randomz: bruh

my insomnia is getting worse and so is my health and self awarness i swear im becoming stupid like why am i talking about my problems this isnt me god if i could just get a new pixel 8 pro my life would be fixed i would feel better, better than ive ever felt...insomnia insomnia insomnia insomnia

gooooood moooorning

>92 Abinadiyinyang: morninggg

good moning
ive been awake the whole night and the night before so i dont know

>95 katzuo: please dont -v-

>95 katzuo: stop joking about this man....its sad hearing that every time dont use it as a joke especially for people who are actually going through it
either for the people who say it or for the people who tell others to do it...i dont know when this become a laughing matter/joke but its sad

sry for ruining the mood but im tired of hearing it and everyone saying it like its a joke

>97 Isaa_Wach: same fr

>87 Isaa_Wach: mine has been logging off often so I just press random keys and it works lol (need to fix it cz its annoying ) it could be a webesite thats causing it or too many tabs...how do u reset it?

>89 Randomz: there's a game called "Monday Morning Misery" lol

>91 Isaa_Wach: I'm very sorry...have u tried remedies? ur not stupid for talking about it atleast y'know how to express urself, its a good thing. I hope you get one!! also, take care of urself if u ever need to vent or need anything I'm here :)

>99 ruby_x1: i pressed crtl alt shift and r

>101 ruby_x1: Danke, das means a lot

I wish you luck

>104 katzuo: gl

im on school fall break for the week so i got nothing

bro you guys have fall break already

>110 Abinadiyinyang: nah im still in school it boing af

me to

>109 katzuo: 100k I spent that on my wrist

TvT

>102 Isaa_Wach: try to do it repeatedly if it still doesn´t work hold the power button n refresh (circle button) for 10 secs then release n hit power key...might work

>103 Isaa_Wach: youre welcome!! :)

so i just did something dumb and if i dont chat here in the next two days that would mean something went wrong the reason im posting it here and not on the main is because this is usually where i let my problems and mistakes come out but...............yeah lets just say i wont be alright for the next couple hours
i dont want to say what it is because it might cause some of you to worry.

>117 Isaa_Wach: what is it?

>117 Isaa_Wach: I think I know what it is but I could be wrong...I hope u come back and nothing goes wrong please don´t harm urself or anything Im srsly very concerned at this point and its fine if u dont want to share but you dont have to go through anything alone people are for u yknow

>119 ruby_x1: he drank 1250ml of smth which was unhealthy, he said it on the discord

>117 Isaa_Wach: what happened are you ok?? please tell us your safe or atleast ok

WHAT DOES THAT MEANN

WAIT....NVM I GOT IT.

people in NJ are celebrating apparently...

>120 Randomz: thats a lot!! is he okay??

heyyy

im back and i feel better since my body handled it pretty well

>130 Sxkurablossom: hello

>134 katzuo: cringe.
anyways LMAOOOOOO thats insane tho

>134 katzuo: im so sorry but my vision is soo bad right now im hoping it gets better but everytime i try to read no matter how close i look at the screen my eyes just cant focus its like am seeing two words overlaying each other.

>129 katzuo: yeahh!! haha would you really?

>131 Isaa_Wach: YAY!! Im glad everything is sorta okay :)

>134 katzuo: damnn. 5+ years is crazyy. haha its crazy how it all happened so quickly (my lilttle self was completely clueless lol) wait whaaaa noooo...Im seriously dying of laughter rn. STOP ABVDWYEDCYV poor her she was probably terrified 💀 he most likely got caught lol I CANT ANYMORE WHATTTT AM I ACTUALLY READING.....I am truly traumatized. I should say a confession too tbh lmao

>134 katzuo: lol I did that with people

I was also the most powerful ninja on club penguin

also a lot of stuff on roblocks

>151 katzuo: what are you on about? also what bone? and what engine? or what engine? and how does the engine need a driver? too many questions making my brain hurt

I clicked on a video with loli god requiem and now its all over my recommended help

also does anyone here play sonic.exe the disaster on roblox?

>155 Randomz: bro wanna RP with us

>155 Randomz: never heard of it

one of my friends just confessed to me and i turned him down politely he cursed me out and i hung up crying and i dont know what to do now i dont want our friendship to end because we were close but i think he ight hate me now

>157 Isaa_Wach: it's a fun game, the new update 1.1 just released

>158 Sxkurablossom: Im so sorry...the way he reacted is really stupid thats inconsiderate of him. you turned him down politely n he does that? thats not right, messed up. its best that the friendship ends unless he comes to his senses soon and apologies. let him be..you did nothing wrong by rejecting him hes just really hurt but dont blame urself, it happens people fall in and out of love eventually. i hope ur okay talk to me if u ever need to, Im here for you 💕💕

>160 ruby_x1: ty

>158 Sxkurablossom: 💎☠ ω𝓱σ?! 🎁🎁

WHO IS HE?!

thry arent on here

hrmf

its fine but im worried that hes goung to do something bad hes not answering and I already gave him tme to cool off :(

don't worry if you need me tell me

>167 Abinadiyinyang: what if your not on in time

>168 Sxkurablossom: Question, what creepypasta stuff wave you watched? If you haven't watched The Buss then watch it, we will look out for you.

>169 Abinadiyinyang: okay..?

heyy if you've watched the whole thing like me then you would know

>169 Abinadiyinyang: well for creepypasta stuff i def watched sonic.exe, needlemouse and some analog horror i guess

5081729

come play!

nvm no one come :(

anyone want to invade my class kahoot? lol

actually nvm thats a bad idea

Wait no I’ll join lol

Maybe a blooket instead

Hold on

Blooket code: 9391916

It’s fishing frenzy cuz I like it

Nvm

ANNOUNCEMENT!!! THIS CONVO WILL BE CONTINUED IN VERS. 2

nvm im just gonna keep playing google minesweeper